Ever since I remember I wanted to be in a better world. I felt I landed here by mistake, and one day, I would try to go to other places and do something to improve life on Earth. 
As a toddler, I followed my mother’s religious believes until, at the age of ten. I was deeply disappointed by the empty answers given by the priests and decided to quit religion…
Even after been born lucky I wished to go to heavens instead and from the little information from priests my only chance was to go before I committed sins. I knew that killing oneself would be a big sin.
Then at the age of twelve from one day to the next, suddenly I was dying in bed.  I went through the most wonderful and amazing intimate near-death experience which I perceived was so intimate that I could talk to no one about it. I thought I could not reveal my experience as many people may want to die to get it.
One point I know I can safely reveal is that during the process I was not sorry to watch my biological brain to die as I was relieved from the constant bombardment of thought after thought, images, fears and feelings. Then followed by exquisite silence and amazing clear expanded consciousness and clear thinking and a mind full of total knowledge that is so great that I believed it is the mind of God as well as mine, yours, and everybody.
I called that the Cosmic Mind and I found ways to re-connect with it after that experience. Most experts would say “is all imagination,” but what about if years after the event one can still connect to that Cosmic Mind and pull things like a technique to improve your and many peoples back painful problems or a simple handheld device that can bring cold plasma blessings to millions